Kay, well I'll just start this journal by saying that so far, deviantart is addicting >>; But onto the real topic of this journal:

I can't seem to draw anymore. I hate it. I see all my friend drawing like freakin' maniacs, and rocking at it, and it makes me want to throw away everything I've drawn. I know it sounds retarded, but I always thought I was so awesome until I saw my friends' drawings. It's like I'm not good at all anymore. Sure I can draw when looking at a picture, but I suck at freehand. Honestly, maybe I should just stop drawing *cries*

I'll have to post some of my stuff up so everyone can see it and comment. And honestly, I don't care what you think of my drawings. If you want, go ahead and bash it... but please don't just say it's good because you want to be nice. I need criticism! I don't wanna give up on drawing.. but I need help finding ways to improve.

Thanks for reading this utterly boring journal. ^^